Folks; I was curious . . . ever in your lives, at any point(s) in your lives, did you ever have even the slightest of doubts, that there may have been something royally screwy about the Elysian delights that panties, undies, and other assorted lingeries have provided you, that have ultimately benefitted you with, throughout all of your years? I had, at times, but it all has passed, a long, long time ago.
It is kind of odd, you've got to admit, the kinds of tricks that your mind may play upon you.
My feminine side not only won out, it totally crushed me! Right now I'm hopelessly and helplessly buried under a panty collection that has taken over everything and the collection is still growing. It has become my pre-occupation in life. Yes, I am an addict.
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I think a woman's pantied back side is the most beautiful thing in the whole world. Now if she'll just slap my face with it, I'll be her slave forever.
Once a woman I loved showed me that wearing panties was AMAZING, I never questioned! Panties lead to bras, and Nighties, and leggings, no, wait, another woman showed me the joy of leggings without underwear! "It's like wearing Nothing!" she said, but she didn't have a penis, and balls, that bounce around, and stick to your leg, when you get hot and sweaty!
Nearly 30 years and LOVING wearing panties, and having many kinds, and colors, and just choosing the style, and color, for my mood, that day is the best part!!
Maybe I have a stronger "Girl side" that loves panties, and OK, I don't care. Love being comfortable, and those fabrics, and styles fit me nicely!
It is very common for crossdressers to go through cycles of euphoria to shame and guilt. Once you figure out it comes from societal conditioning, you can break the cycle.
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Odd, I never had any "doubt", "guilt" "shame", nor do I have a Fem side. I have just always loved the feel of panties, slips, hose, nylon/satin nightgowns againt my skin, especcially my dick.
I have never wanted to stop for any reason at all. -- Edited by dane on Saturday 1st of April 2023 05:55:52 AM
-- Edited by dane on Saturday 1st of April 2023 05:57:09 AM
Anytime doubt creeps in, I grab a pair of my next door neighbors used Dixie Belle full nylon briefs, which she has lovingly given me, and pull them down to cover my head and face. Then I lay down on my back and have my 'fun' while vigorously sniffing them. That action removes all doubt and renews the addiction cycle.
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No one ever achieves notoriety by conforming to so-called social norms. With that in mind, just step into your big girl panties and let life happen.
